My Mother

Untitled–Inspired by the youth at BNV

Relationships are fickle
like rainclouds
or hail storms

There’s always a 30% chance for tears
or rain
or lightening

Always a chance this clear Sunday morning
will become the calm before the storm

When I was a kid
I saw the sky turn purple
before the twister hit

funny

The color of nobility
would crown the sky
before it unleashed
some type of ugly step sister
an offspring unfit for the throne

and we
we never ran in the opposite direction

we see storms on the horizon
color blind and fearless

and freeze
retreat behind my rib cage
castled walled flesh
never seemed so safe

but it gets crowded in here
there is barely enough room for
both of us
amongst my organs

but if you get tired
ill let you use my heart as a pillow

the lining in my stomach as an electric blanket
and my lungs as an oxygen tank

so i guess you could say
we cuddle like anatomy does

or like cancer patients
wish they could

if they had the appetite for it

Have you ever seen an abdomen
implode
an organ begin to eat itself

because we self destruct like stomachs do
like cannibalistic self portraits

or mushroom cloud dreams

like poets do